April 11th wednesday

If someone said that sec 4 is stressful, give him a gold medal for figuring that out. I’m feeling th heat of O lvls now, and I totally hate that feeling. Hey, I’m a maverick. I love being free of troubles.

What do you think I did after that? Duh. Jesus. Heres the neat thing about Jesus, he is always beside you. HE LIVES IN YOU. Doesn’t that feel good? I got a little carried away and started humming god’s praises in school, untill my friends heard me. Their response?

“Are you singing? Isn’t that, One way?”

Which i would reply, “Yes. And oops, I kinda got too carried away, lol.”

Now I’m labelled as an obsessed christian. And I wouldn’t deny that. I love god. Just the other day, I saw Leroy carrying this metal ring on his finger with the engraving, “Jessie loves Leroy”

And I started thinking, what if I can change the Engraving to, Jesus lives in me. Wouldn’t that be so cool?

I finally got on the computer, and decided to start downloading some songs of worship. The moment i got online, Berina started scoulding me. And I mean, SCOULDING.

I was like, wtf? What the hell did I ever do? Turns out, Berina mistook my personal message as me boasting. If only she read it carefully.  Especially the last part. It reads, Mindchamps Assist. JOIN NOW! I’m trying ask if anyone wanna join the assist team, but Berina mistook it for arrogance. What a bummer, does she have to criticize in everything I do?

Then she started calling me disgusting. Okay, what did daniel say? Oh yeah, relax. Don’t let your emotions get the better of you.

Listening to my pastor, I decided to pray for those who hate me. So I sat down, and prayed that Berina would have an understanding charactoristic. I pray that she will lead a happy life, and I pray that I would not anger her again. Amen to that.

~ by lightvortex on April 11, 2007.