Everyone grows. Nothing remains the same. Okay. Its May 15th. I’ve decided to coincide this day with the changing of my identity. No more lies, no more procrastination, no more jokes. I’ve been living a high life. I’ve lied to myself about thge amounting homework piled on my desk. I’ve lied to my mum that I’m fine. I’ve even lied to my best buddy that I can achieve the impossible.

So okay. No more big talk. Dreams will always be dreams unless u put them into action. Several path lies before me, but only one, will lead me to my destiny. I walked past the path of emo-gothic life. Strolled by the path of Jokes laughter. Ignored the path of Vengence and Vendetta.

If you don’t know what tat means, I’m not going to be an emo, or cry like a weaklings. Only weaklings cry. I’m gonna do wat I gotta do. Its been too long since I pretended to be someone who I am not. I’ve pretended to be dumb, just to get along with my friends with lower IQ. I cant take their slowness any longer. I’ve lied about being okay financially. My relatives are dropping dead, left right center, and my dad’s busy footing the medical bills.

I’ve lied when I told myself that my brother is better than me. He is younger, yet bigger and taller. I’ve labbelled myself as inferior than him. But hey, I got 231 for my Psle. Beats his 216. Plus, I was once in the gifted programme while my bro was not. I seriously regretted dropping it cause of higher chinese. The reason I’m not doing better than him now is cause I’m lazy.

And I’m kinda attached to this darn computer. Yup, the same com that I’m typing in. Stupid addiction. I’ve lied to myself that it was normal. Shit, I cant believe I told that many lies….

My family is tearing apart. My dad’s facing a financial crisis. My Exams are coming. I’ve been consumed by my friends lethargy. I’m sorry all my classmates. You’ve chained me down far too long. If I’m gonna be alone, thats fine.

At least I’m going to be at the top alone.

Theres some days where stress could kill you. But I really want to thank this stupid stress. Even though I’m haunted by it, it finally awaken the hidden monster within me.

Its been too long. Nows the time.

Its friday, and I’m halfway down my exams. Its tough, and its gonna get worse next week. My destiny? A weekload of exams day after day.

I’ve started my preparation on my weak subjects. Problem is, those are only my weak areas. I haven’t done anything on my strong subjects (like english and physics). I now face a new nemesis. Time.

Today, I went to funan to get that creative chinese dictionery for my chinese test on monday. My kinda crank out on the 11th hour. Well, lucky it didn’t blow DURING chinese. Yonglun accompanied me there. Well, actually he brought me there from school. I had no idea where funan is. Seriously. I cant believe I’m that blur.

WE went to Funan, browse a couple of shop, stopped by a PS3 game store, and hung around for propably fifteen minutes. There was this guy playing an awesome gundam game… I was so mesmorized, i completely forgot myself. I was standing there like an idiot, looking at that guy play.

So I got my dictionery anyway. Then we decided to go for a walk. Yonglun said there was this canyon near Funan where we could stroll around. Yeah right…. Some canyon it is.

We walked right into Fort Canning Park without even realising it. Yong Lun just said it was a nature trail… Well… we started walking… enjoying the view. We decided to be a bit adventerous, an explored deep inside the park. OKay, okay. I was the adventerous one… I dragged Yonglun around the park. We saw a wasp killing a caterpillar. Awesome…. The caterpillar looked so harmless…. but it was dead in seconds. Yonglun said it was gross….

I hated caterpillars anyway…. I’m scared of them.

Speaking of caterpillars, we found another (much smaller) on top of a hill. I was too afraid to touch it, but Yonglun, being a gung ho guy, picked it up with his bare hands, and dropped it in the middle of an ant trail.

Now heres the interesting part. The tiny green tube that passed itself as a caterpillar tried to escape. Freedom, however, never came. After several fruitless attempts to crawl away, Yongln guided the caterpillar to its inevitable doom. At first, the ants brushed pass the caterpillars, then scuttled away. Yonglun said the ants was dumb, but national geographic told me otherwise.

They were calling for backup.

In a few minutes, the once deserted wall turned into a bustling interchange of ants with various sizes. Their target? The poor green caterpillar. I personally witnessed the caterpillar being torned apart. TORN APART! EWWWWWWW. That really gross me out. I couldn’t watch anymore so we left to chuck a couple of stones in the open grassfield.

I never forgot the caterpillar. I kinda pitied it… and kinda hated it. I’m afraid of caterpillar. I’m scared of anything thats long, and has more than four legs. Thats fort caning park 4 u….

English is my strong subject. Its the subject I’m most comfortable with. Heck, I’ve been typing stories when I was in secondary one. SO English? No problemo.

And then I discovered the SA1 English paper today. Its way past JC standard. The questions are crazy. Stuff like, Name two reactions from the writer when he said that real filopinos would go back to milina and fight marcos. Prove your point.

I was like wtf? I used to excel in literature, but i dropped it in sec 3. Lucky I still rememvbered what the teacher thought me. Read through the question again. Then hone in on that paragraph and read till u understand. Then write it down.

I’m betting nearly everyone taking that test is gonna fail. Its so hard, it really makes my brain scream.

I’m hanging out in ToapoaYoh again. I have no idea why Toapoayoh. Maybe I just like studying in its library. I used to go there and study ith my friends. Or maybe its because Mindchamps was there. I grew fond of that place. Well, today I had to study alone, cause my friends had “stuff” at home. I can only guess what.

Well, I dun care how lethargic my friends are, or how pessismistic they sound, I’m gonna remain die hard optimistic. I’m never gonna quit, and never gonna say die. I’m gonna strike at my work again and again, till the battle’s won. If only i can spread this hyperactive attitude to my friends…

I know the title sounds lame. Seriously, I couldn’t think of a better heading. If you’re thinking of me killing people, you’re half right. I had PE today, and acting like a total idiot, I chose to play badminton. First mistake. I’m more of a florrball, basket ball, football kinda guy. Anything to do with ball, I’m in. Heck, I can even do volleyball. But badminton? Hey, ok. I’ll try.

And did I love badminton. Why? Cause I’m tall. I’m 1.79 – pushing 1.8 meters. My reach and my dexterity is pretty good. Which allows me to own. Seiously, I can do a slam shot with these arms. Sometimes, being tall is good, and this is one of the moments. What made me feel awesome, was that the PE teacher told me i had a fast reaction speed.

Boy, tat made me proud.

So I got kinda inventive. One shuttle cock isn’t enuf. You need two, no, three. My partner, EE Thai, luckily, is as adventerous, if not more daring than me. Thank god for friends like him. We played with two shuttle cocks, and that took high reaction speed and a hyperactive body. Try juggling two cocks in a badminton field. Its not easy, but I loved the adrelenine. Tats what badminton is about. We play to the extreme.

So we got indoors and played one to two meters apart. First, we would hit the shuttle cock slowly. Then increase our speed, till we were already swinging the racket so violently, I swear we could knock somebody’s head off.

At that speed, anything goes.

I finally discovered how much strain i was demanding from my body. Sure, I do stay up late, I do study hard, and I do try to force myself to study, even though I’m not in the mood. It was alright at first ; my body got pretty tired, and I used to come home, exhausted.

So today, I finally relented under the sleepless assault. I crashed into my bed after lunch, and slept till seven. How embarrassing. I cant belelieve my body is showing sign of weakness?

Yeah, my friends tell me thats normal. I wasted precious time snoozing when I oculd be studying! Okay, I better start doing my work now…

AAARRRGHHHHHHHHH!

Its sunday, and I’m actually looking forward to this day? Why? Church. Yes. I love going to church. Complete opposite from my brother. He on the other hand, skips church three times in a row, despite given a direct order from my mum. That made my mum cry. Oh shit. Now what am i suppose to do?

Call the friendly councelling hotline. Minghui. aka, Mindhui.

In chinese, that means knowledge of the mind, lol. I coined tat up during dinner. Anyway, Minghui gave me some tips and advice, which I found extremely effective. Wow. Shes good.

So I had about half an hour of peace to do my studies.

Till they fought again.

In which I would calm them down.

And an hour later, they fought. AGAIN.

So I got changed, and left the house. Mind you, I didn’t leave the house cause I hated my family. I had a dinner appointment. With Jieji and Brandon.

See, if you think Aristotle is dead, you’re wrong. Theres still some activity going on within the group. Jieji and Brandon are one of those contacts. We got to chomp chomp, I wolfed down two bowls of char quey teow, and started talking.

Then we got to seven eleven cause we were still hungry. And if that wasn’t enough, we finally stepped into macdonald to talk and eat. Why?

Two words: Air – Conditioned.

I toyed with the thought of calling the girls. I’m starting to miss them all… Jieji got his phone, and I hit the “call hazel” button. Then pressed stop half a second later. What am I thinking man….

So I called Minghui instead. At least she can understand crap talk.

She practically laughed when I told her the prank I tried to play on her. See, this is what I planned to do.

Call her with Brandon’s phone.

Talk to her for a while

Then take Jieji’s phone and call her.

She should have an incoming call alert and put me on hold.

She opens the other line and hears my voice.

LAME RIGHT? Too bad the joke didn;t work. Minghui didn’t have incoming call. But we all had a good laugh about it.

The whole meeting ended at 9.15. Then, I had to run all the way home. Shit, I am way passed my curfew. I should be back by eight. Instead, I’m back at 9.17

I shut myself in the bathroom to avoid my mum’s nagging. Blasted the shower to full, and off the heater. I needed cold water….

I cant let my body overheat from all that running.

I came out shivering. Shit.

Yes. Its Friday the 13th, but so far, no bad luck yet. So I got two test today, both which I didn’t exactly studied. Okay, I forgot about them. Whats worse? They’re one after the other. I was totally prepared to study during assembly. Till I got called for my speech day prize presentation. I mean, being a prize winner is a good thing, but talk about bad timing.

So we did the rehersal during assembly period, then I got back and studied my Maths. During Chinese, I was doing mental sums in my head. During Chemistry, I was working on my vectors. And during maths, well… I did the test.

Which was freakin easy. Why did I even study so hard?

My next test was Geography. And I didn’t study the textbooks. I just flipped through the notes in 1 minute, and I’m done.

So I sat for my Geog paper, and stared at question 1.

Shit. I didn;t know the answer to any of the question. But hey, miracles happen. That happened to my last test. I wrote two pages of total bull and I got 22/25. I even beat those who burned mid night oil. Not bad eh?

So I wrote some crap. Again. And prayed for the best.

Tonight is meet the parents evening. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ON THE 13? Why???!!! So its back to school. Eww…. back to school on a friday night. So wrong…

If someone said that sec 4 is stressful, give him a gold medal for figuring that out. I’m feeling th heat of O lvls now, and I totally hate that feeling. Hey, I’m a maverick. I love being free of troubles.

What do you think I did after that? Duh. Jesus. Heres the neat thing about Jesus, he is always beside you. HE LIVES IN YOU. Doesn’t that feel good? I got a little carried away and started humming god’s praises in school, untill my friends heard me. Their response?

“Are you singing? Isn’t that, One way?”

Which i would reply, “Yes. And oops, I kinda got too carried away, lol.”

Now I’m labelled as an obsessed christian. And I wouldn’t deny that. I love god. Just the other day, I saw Leroy carrying this metal ring on his finger with the engraving, “Jessie loves Leroy”

And I started thinking, what if I can change the Engraving to, Jesus lives in me. Wouldn’t that be so cool?

I finally got on the computer, and decided to start downloading some songs of worship. The moment i got online, Berina started scoulding me. And I mean, SCOULDING.

I was like, wtf? What the hell did I ever do? Turns out, Berina mistook my personal message as me boasting. If only she read it carefully.  Especially the last part. It reads, Mindchamps Assist. JOIN NOW! I’m trying ask if anyone wanna join the assist team, but Berina mistook it for arrogance. What a bummer, does she have to criticize in everything I do?

Then she started calling me disgusting. Okay, what did daniel say? Oh yeah, relax. Don’t let your emotions get the better of you.

Listening to my pastor, I decided to pray for those who hate me. So I sat down, and prayed that Berina would have an understanding charactoristic. I pray that she will lead a happy life, and I pray that I would not anger her again. Amen to that.

I had my napfa test today, which I caught me totally off guard. I’m sick, and I’m still recovering from the amout of energy I’ve exhausted during good friday. With only one last energy gel left, I decided to try my luck, and pray for the best.

Then the rain started. YES! NO MORE NAPFA! NO MORE 2.4 RUN! HA! Take that NAPFA!

Then the rain decided to be sadistic, and stopped. shit. I downed the energy gel, and did some stretches.

Never in my life, have I ever appreciated the energy gel so much. 2.4 means running 5 rounds around the school. My max used to be 3-4 rounds before i have to stop. This time, I could sprint half the distance, and jog the rest.

My timing? 11 mins + I’m not really sure, I kinda forgot the timing….lol. But thats not bad for a sick person huh?

For those taking napfa, heres a tip. Keep your mind thinking about something else. I thought about shopping yesterday, and thought about good friday… Then i thought of my friends, Kenji, and Hazel. Then I saw Ben face, and he was mocking me.

That got me going. Shit, I’m not losing to a female guy. I ran like wile e coyote from looney tunes.

When I finished, I tasted the sweetness of satisfaction. Till I got the backlash effect.

See, if you spent too much energy and expand yourself too fast, and too much, your body overheats. And tats what happened to me. My body overheated, and I couldn’t move my limbs. AND I MEAN NONE of them. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

So I was brought to the teacher, and he told me my body wasn’t suppose to over exert my limit. He asked me if I was motivated by someone or something. I said no. I mean, all through the run, I was thinking of Mindchamps… Kenji, hazel, Dingxiang, Berina… Unless…

Maybe I’m thinking too much. He gave me some cold water to drink, and I manage to recover the use of my body. Thank god.

Lately, I have been getting this deppresive mood swings. Until I got to church. When your life is feeling down and lonely, go to Jesus. I felt so energize at church today, especially when the pastor said that Jesus lived in our heart. So thats why I’m so energectic. Its Jesus energy, its Jesus Enthusiasm that I’m feeling. Thats what drives me.

It was ressurection Sunday, So I kinda cried in church today. Yeah, I know… I’ve been crying a lot recently. Until the pastor started preaching about unneccesary tears. Then i stopped crying. Wow, he must be psychic. Well, he told us to be happy, and praise the lord for his ressurection.

After church, I went shopping with my mum. Yes, shopping. If you know me, I’m not the shopping kind of guy. I hate walking around, but hey, I have to spend some time with family right? So I didn;t complain and followed my mum to Orchard. We spent about 3 hours there, doing nothing but shopping. I dunno whats with me, but I my mum said I went well with two colors. Green, and PINK. Yeah, Pink. What the… I don’t wanna be like Justin!

Later, I met with jieji at macdonald for some adminstrative stuff.

My cousin came over to my house. Dang was he annoying. He kept pestering me to watch teletubbies. I mean, how childish is that? So I just started a chat window with Hazel and weetong, and told my cousin that I was talking to some friends. He didn’t buy it, So i evantually watched teletubbies with him.

Watching teletubbies was like watching a horror movie. I freaked out when I saw the red one. Oh man… especially the red one… It went like “waa waa” and I screamed. And it had those stupid television screen on its chest. I mean, why not get plasma TV? Why have some TV screen on your belly?

After teletubbies, I went and watch The Ring with my cousin. Now it was his turn to scream. Boy was it funny. The Ring wasn’t even scary. Teletubbies was way scarier. The Ring had no kick. I must be going crazy. I even laughed when that woman came out of the TV screen.

My cousin stuck to me after the show. Bad move man…. Why did I show him The Ring. Now he’s gonna annoy me to death.

When my Aunty said that she better made a move, I nearly cried with joy. Which was a bad mistake, considering that i did it infront of her. Silly me. She mistook it for sadness, and she told me she will come and visit me soon.

She has gotta be out of her mind…

Okay, I’m taking some steps to ensure I don’t become an Emo. Why? cause I’m given the choice to fight. To fight this stupid disease thats spreading all over me. I’m not going to let myself become overwhelmed by my emotions.

So’ I’m going to post all the good things I’m going to become.

I’m going to become a leader. I have a younger brother, and for a long time, he has always looked up to me as a leader. He’s only one year younger, so our interest are pretty much similar. This is what I have. Experience. I know how to lead. I’ve been doing so for forteen years.

Also, I’ve been living my life to the extreme. And its not just me. Its my whole family. We’re all extremenist. Some people say we’re crazy. Well, you’re wrong. We are just courageous enough to do something stupid.

Anyway, Yonglun, thanks for being my moral support. you are there when I’m down. Thanks alot buddy. I appreciate your help. I’m feeling better now.

I wouldn’t say life sucks. I wouldn’t say I’m becoming an emo. I’m not. Ever since mindchamps ended, my number of friends suddenly droop again. And its in times like this, that I realize who my true friends are. Those who are willing to take the initaitive to call me and talk to me, or hang out with me.

I’m getting into a state of depression right now, and inside, I’m screaming. But heck, tat doesn’t mean I start listening to depressive songs like linkin park? I have to walk on the bright side of life!

Ee Thai’s facing the same problems as me. Hey, people like people who likes themself. Isn’t that right? Ee Thai, you’re not alone man. I read your blog and Benedict’s blog, and the’re both filled with hate and anger.

You put in the effort, but no one’s interested. They either get:

1) Jealous
2) Start to tease and criticize you
3) Think themself as superior than me
4) Think I’m completely wasting their time.

Well done. You’ve nearly broke me. I’m nearly crumbling under the verbal and peer assault.

Try organizing activities. Try being a leader. Try doing something together.

Inside me, my body is fighting an endless battle. My side of hate is overwhelming my other half. I’m gonna lose myself to becoming an emo like Ben.

Then I see the picture taken of mindchamps. I see Dingxiang’s face and Jieji’s erm… good looks. Then I realize, life nots so bad after all. I rather have 1 good friend than plenty of so called friends who forget you once you are gone. Thank you, Jieji. Thank you DIngxiang. You’re my true friends.

And thank you, Yonglun and Nicholas for standing by me day by day.

Cause friends don’t abondon you when you’re down. You all didn’t.

I HATE BEING AN EMO. I HATE THIS FRUSTRATION.

Always look on the bright side of life…

Okay, Today is the big day. I’ve been waiting all week for this day to arrive, and finally, its here.

Remember I said that nothing goes according to plan? Well, today was no exception. And this time, I was prepared. I expected to go to the beach and play volleyball, but we didn’t. I expected today to rain, with thunderstorm and lightning. It stayed sunny. I didn’t expect us to spend much time swimming, cause it was my idea. But we did. Wow. heres palawan beach.

Morning pretty much suck. I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. But hey, there was one big event So I forced myself up, then grabed some breakfast before heading off.

I arrived at VIVO city at 10.35. I was damm early. So, hang around till 11.30, till I got a call from Berina. She told me that everyone’s arrived at harbour front contriol station, and that they’re waiting for me. Wow. tats a suprise,. Usually they are always late. SO I ended up ruinning like a mad man down from the third floor of VIVO to the MRT Station. I got there, and wow. Everyone, but dingxiang, was there. Kaijie brought shoes instead of sandals, HA!

We waitied for Dingxiang before we left for sentosa together. We nearly got lost, trying to find the bus to sentosa. Berina brought us through the long route-Underground, instead of using the overhead bridge. Kenji pointed that out, and I laughed. We finally got to the interchange, but heck, the queue was so freaking long. We ended up queuing for half and hour before I realize we forgot to buy tickets. Kenji and Ben quickly went off to buy some tickets. Good news is, we got the tickets before the bus came. Bad news is, I did 100 pull ups with the two 150 ml bottles that berina bought. My left arm ached man….

I got on the bus and dranked that energy drink I bought. It costed 11 bucks, and it better be good. And wow, was it effective! My left arm didn’t ache anymore, after we touched down on sentosa. Yeah! Hazel and Berina debated on how to get to palawan. Well, Somebody decided on walking… And what did you know. Palawan was less than 50 metres away.

And somebody wanted to take a monorail to Palawan beach…

We got to the beach, took off our sandles, and let our feet settle in the hot, coarse sand. Berina and Hazel went looking for a volleyball net. We found it, but there was this sign that stopped us from playing volleyball.

So we didn’t played volleyball at all. We set up base in one corner of the beach, and Benedict and I went to find a toilet to change. We found it after 5 mins. My feet was burning like shit. The ground was so damm hot and rough. I winced with every step I took.

I got into the toilet, changed, and ran back to the beach, minus ben. Only Kenji was in the water. The rest were sitting down. So I downed my energy gel formula and drank a gulp of the energy drink I bought. The Gel tasted like shit. It was sour and slimy… and warm. Yuck. But wow. I WAS SO FREAKING ENERGETIC after that. Both combine could easily raise my energy level to above 60%. I felt overwhelmed.

So I sprinted into the water. Yes, Sprinted. I created some sort of tidal wave in my wake, butI didn’t care. It was swimming, swimming, swimming. Thats all I ever thought about. Then I realize my shirt got in the way. Darn. So I stip off my last layer of clothing with Wee Tong and Kenji, And threw it back at camp. Hope the girls didn’t see me half naked.

They did anyway, but lucky we were already in the water. Weetong wore his swimming trunks with him, and so did Hazel, so we spent little time getting friendly with the pool. It was just go in, say hello to the salty water, and then start swimming.

The water was so salty. I got a mouthful into my mouth, but hey, all sea waters are salty. Lucky I had the energy gel. It was suppose to keep me hydrated and prevent me from getting all thirsty.

DingXiang and Kaijie were the only ones who didn;t come into the sea. Aww man… But Kenji, Benedict, Hazel, Berina and I got in. The water was suprisingly warm. I expected some rain, but thank god it didn’t. Or not, I would be freezing to death in the salty water.

 see the bridge?

There was this bridge linking palawan bridge to an island. We swam to it, and Kenji started rocking the bridge. Lol, some of the people in it screamed. I joined him, and it was rocker by baby till they fall. Hazel and Berina were the last to joined Kenji and me. We hang on the bridge until a lifeguard came over. I turned, and the girls were gone.

Basket….

He told us to stop hanging around. After that, Kenji, ben, weetong and I just swam to the next island. Did anybody tell you that Kenji was a good swimmer? He was on par, if not better with my sucky swimming skill. I haven’t swam for ages… I expected to drown…

Anyway, The sand on the other island was smoother and softer. too bad the girls didn’t get to play there. I wanted to make that our new swimming spot. After that, we just walked back to Palawan beach via the bridge. I walked halfway, till we met the girls going in the opposite direction. So we retraced our steps and walked back to the isolated island.

I felt like I’m in the TV series, Lost. Or maybe Survivor. One island. Several castaways. No modern food. No drinks. Just us. I grew pretty bored of the island anyway, so the four boys (including me) decided to swim back. Hazel, Berina and Dingxiang decided to use the bridge.

Hazel and Berina filmed us on the bridge. I played with the thought of splashing some water on them. Then stopped myself. How mean can I be? So we got to the beach where we decided to take a breather.

 So we buried Bernice in the sand. We buried his legs actually. Then we left him there to play cards.

 Kaijie got his pokercards out, we sat in a circle. We debated on what game to play. Hazel wanted to play indian poker. I didn’t know what the hell was that, till she sticked a card on her forehead. I was like, WTF?

I suggested pleaying 21, but they put it down. Finally, we decided on truth and dare. Ben keep getting unlucky. But he was a spoilsport. He always chose truh. So when I got hit, I chose dare.

I regreted that. First, there was this wasabi that ben bought. I didn’t know what that green little shit was, but it turned out to be a very hot and spicy japanese dish, that makes my tongue cringe, literally. But acting like a man, I gulp it down.

My water bottle became my best friend for 1 min. Shit it was hot. Now I know what wasabi tasted like. It looked so green and tasty….

Hazel then said, “Now we no need to be scared to choose dare. Cause the wasabi is gone.”

And wat did you know. I got unlucky again.

Kenji told me to lie down, then for 1 min, they started shoving sand and seaweed into my ass. The girls got sand in my shirt, pants pocket, and Kenji go stuffed sand and seaweed IN my underwear. I Don’t know how the hell he did it, But I had one painfull butt after he manage to shove nearly 5 kg of it inside.

I shot off to the sea after that. Hazel and Berina was laughing like crazy. hang on, everyone was laughing like crazy. And Hazel said it was alright to choose dare…

I got unlucky again. This time, everyone was in the pool, and I got sand thrown all over my body. Shit, first I got my butt sandy. Now my hair is showering with sand. But, hey, was it fun. At least Ben got the same treatment.

Then hazel chose dare. She became the first girl to choose it. Wow. I was at, Wow, till Some jackass said, “Pull down John’s pants.”

That got me at petrified. First, Hazel was a girl. I’m a guy. Pull down my pants? Hell no. I walked back, or I thought I walked back. Hazel, kenji and Berina just kept getting closer….

Until Kenji grabbed hold of me. Hazel started tugging down my pants. Then Kenji decided that it wasn’t enough. He pulled down my boxers all the way down. ALL THE WAY. I nearly lost my boxers man…. Lucky I was wearing underwear beneath.

Eww… Wierdly, I didn’t feel embarrassed…. I felt somewhat good. Crazy huh?

What other moments did I spend? Oh yeah, I splashed some water in Berina’s face. The I passed the bottle to Weetong. Like an idiot, he took it. Berina opened her eyes, then saw the bottle o in Wee tong’s hands. She attacked weetong, and I sat there and laughed.

Wee tong got his revenge sooner than expected. Kenji took held me while he pinch my nipples. Weetong pinch my left nipples and kenji pinch my right.

And I told Weetong to go for the girls. Theirs was way bigger, lol.

After that, we just stayed in the water, doing nothing. hazel saw some fishes, and tried to catch them. She failed… I wasn’t suprised. I couldnt catch it either. dang they were fast. Anyway, we slack in the water, doing vitually nothing. I tried to start the game of monkey in the water. I got to be the monkey. I spent 1 min trying to catch the ball. I nearly got the ball from hazel… damm it… she was too fast… Waaa….

But in the end, hazel threw the ball to berina, and I intercepted. Got it before Berina did, but Berina was last touch. Hazel was saved, berina became the new monkey.

And she was kinda sad being the monkey. She sat there and watch us play. Some swimmer she is.

It was pushing 4.30, and we got hungry. So we packed up, and left. Awww. and it was so fun! I got undressed and went to take a shower. My underwear had so much sand… I had to wash it twice! Dang it. Kenji wasn’t so bad, although his had some sand in it too.

I did something stupid after bathing. Well, see, I thought that the changing room was straight ahead. But actually, that was the exit to the toilet. I walked pass kenji and Weetong, who was staring at me, mouth open. I stepped out, and saw girls.

Plenty of them.

What the hell are girls doing in the changing room room? Unless….

It wasn’t the changing room. Weetong and Kenji’s laghter confirmed it. I backtrack, horrified that I walked out of the toilet, in the open, in my underwear.

Oops.

We went to seven eleven to grab some drinks, before taking a bus out of sentosa. Dang, was it sad. I didn;t want the outing to end! nuuuuuu.

We had dinner at a nearby foodcourt. Knowing this was propably my last time with my friends, I grew depressed. Shit man, why do i always get this feeling. I got the same feeling during the last day of mindchamps. And I got my O lvls to think about. I cant spend all of my time with my friends. But half of me tells me otherwise.

We finished, and headed to VIVO. Hazel left, and we bid her goodbye. After hazel left, I totally forgot to wish her happy easter friday. Oops. I also realize the importance of friends. This is the last time I’m seeing my friends again. After that, I’m back to hell. I have to mug. Hazel’s departure made me appreciate my friends.

We entered candy empire, bought some sweets from australia (Ben was happy) and we left after that.

Dingxiang wanted to film the podcast episode 3. So I went with him, like a true friend. Heck, who cares where the majority is going. If dingxiang needs me, I’m there.

We went to coffeebeans and decided to buy something to eat.

Here I was, trying to get over my aristotle friends, and then I saw it.

Hazelnut cuppuchino coffee.

WTF.

reminds me of hazel…. lol. I ordered the hazelnut cuppuchino anyway. I and dingxaing sat down and talked till 8.30. We traded good remarks about my friends. Hazel, berina, jieji, Ben…. Then we left at 8.30

Its one hell of a day. I dunno why I’m getting such enjoyable days in sec 4, and I sure hope I can turn back time. I wish we’re at the beach again…

Today was Ninjutsu non-stop. We had this unarmed combat, also called tai-jutsu. The art of the body. And hell, did i make today, one hell of a evening. Since I’m tall, every one’s going for my collarbone – the weakspot for tall people. So sensei taught me a reversal, not just to block the collar-bone-drag, but also to place my opponent in a disadvantage position.

So far, I’ve been using my trademark, the arm break, but I call it the shadow strike.

I’ll trick my oponent to a premature strike, then grab his attacking hand. Twist it, then with my free hand, I’ll strike his ribs or back. It worked three times on three different people! Until I got to this mean guy got Joseph. I got him in the end, but he was so strong that I actually sprained my finger and neck while in combat.

Note to self: When fighting Joseph, don’t attack his chest. The’re made of steel. Instead, attack his leg. They are weak like hell. His arms are so strong, but his legs are so weak. Tripping him is the only way to go.

Dang, now my whole body is aching. Ouchie….